Food

My parents bought some food for themselves when they got here. Then they decided to buy a lot so I could have the rest. So now I have a lot of different food to have on bread. They were trying to be nice, but I had only planned on a binge today, not the rest of the week.. Need to find some way to deal with this. Throwing away food is okay when I bought it myself because of some momentarily insanity. But when other have spent money on it, AND did it to be nice.. That’s when I can’t throw it away. It feels like i’m not grateful. Gah. Dilemma. I’ll try to ration it so I don’t overeat. But we’ll see. I CAN be strong! BTW probably had between 3000-4000kcal today. Ugh. But you only have a “graduation” once!