my mood is crap right now
The apartment makes me look like a hoarder, but I’m just lazy and apathetic.
I want to listen to sad music and do self harmful things.
I miss my boyfriend, and I am scared of our future.
Starting my masters degree is scaring the crap out of me.
I have nothing to watch and I’m really bored.
I envy the people that are partying tonight, I wish I was social.
I want medical stuff to fix my head.
I guess I should just go to bed. It’s a bit late anyway. Never did anything on the stepping machine today but walked to/from uni. So same as yesterday; ate 1300, burned 250. I think I did good, considering I really wanted to binge on cookies when I was at uni, and I really wanted to get some snacks as well.
Tomorrow I need to clean up this place. My parents will be here in a bit over a week, to watch a bachelor degree ceremony. Mom would be horrified if she saw how this place looked. Good night..
