December 2011
5 posts
Saturday: drinking and Christmas food (christmas party) and Sunday: a lot of shit.
But Friday was good, and tomorrow is back to “eat as little as possible”, but I might go up to 1200 because of the exam on Tuesday. If I feel I need it to read properly or something. We’ll see.
I felt really good without the bloated, heavy feeling that I’m used to. I know I feel better...
Good friday
I got by the friday just having 700kcal. That’s including 2 cookies at boyfriend’s place. So i’m happy about that. Now i’m it the hot tub. Christmas party with work people in 2 hours. I have not seen them in a while. I am super nervous now.. Also, it’s cold outside and i’m wearing a dress.. It’ll be find though. But I will probably eat a lot. That’s...
what is healthy?
It seems like I can’t eat healthily. I tried, I’ve tried to lose weight by eating the 1200kcal you are supposed to eat, as well as walking to school every day. But the problem is my binges. I am sure now, I DO have binge eating disorder. It’s either just that, or maybe dysthymia. I should probably go see a psychologist, just to talk to someone without judgement.
The problem is...
