January 2011
11 posts
I feel really bad
I feel I could cry any second. I’m thinking of going to bed. I guess it’s a good idea. I’ll have to write reports this weekend. Then I’m going home in a week. I miss my boyfriend terribly. I fear I’ll be staying away from him for two more years. And then I might not even get to live with him.
I wish he didn’t have his problems, and could be more normal in...
Aint going fast. That’s for sure. 69.2kg. Downward. Good. But it’s also soon February, and not long until the summer. I need to be 64-65 by May. At least.
finally
I see the scale going down again. not by much though. 69.6kg. I am still angry over myself for gaining this much over the holidays. Oh well. Had two slices of bread for breakfast. Pretty bg breakfast, but then I don’t get hungry that quickly. Also, I’m walking to school again and need some energy in the morning. Will have some wasas during the day at school. I’ve got some wasas...
But yes
I felt bad and wanted to eat. Had a couple of wasa, because I hadn’t had that much today. After watching thinspo now I’m back in a good place.
It was stupid of me to gain so much over the holidays. Four kgs in one month, that’s insane. I guess I have an addictive personality..
Time to finish chemistry reports though. I’ve been embroidering a lot today for my mom’s...
70.3, so at least it was better
Did weigh and it was bad. Super bad. 71.6kg or something. Walked both back and forth to school yesterday and today, and the food has been okay today I think. Yesterday was too much but at least I exercised. Will weigh again tomorrow I guess.
haven't dared to weigh
Am back in Oslo now. First days wasn’t any better than the whole last month. Today I walked to school. Not home again, but one way is better than none. Ate the rest of the gingerbread cookies. Luckily there wasn’t much left. Will make some tea and drink more water now. Time has officially started to be healthier again.
Most of Christmas I didn’t feel so bad. After 2011 started,...
New Year Start Weight
Not as bad as I’d feared. 68.5kg. Time to start making them go downwards again!
was 69.4 or something the other day. probably even more tomorrow. sleeping at parents home tonight so I’ll weigh again tomorrow morning to see how I’m starting the new year. Hopefully not above 70 haha. In a way I wish I was going back to my apartment sooner. Just so it’s easier to have some control. It’s not so much to do around here, so I just turn to snacks for boredom....